Nazi Zombies Theme Song – Lullaby for a Dead Man

Life is still scaring
in my beginning
everything I hope for has been strangely set aside
breathing for living
my mind is foregiving
and destiny is proving to be absent from my mind
I know where a feeling
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
and I know you will never give up and die
Conscious fulfilling, darkness revealing Oh
faultering securities are shining on the sun
eyes are decieving
your mind will stop breathing and
all you are made of will now wryly become mine
You know when your feeling
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I love it when your weeping
even death can’t stop this feeling
and I know you wont give up and die
Father, why have you forsaken me
my life is gone
father, know how long it’s taken me
I live again
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I love when your weeping
even death can’t stop this feeling
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I love when your weeping
even death can’t stop this feeling
and I know you will never give up
no, you will never give up…
you will never give up… and die.

Nazi Zombies Song (Call of Duty World at War Music)

Lyrics

Life is still scaring
in my beginning
everything I hope for has been strangely set aside
breathing for living
my mind is foregiving
and destiny is proving to be absent from my mind

I know where a feeling
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
and I know you will never give up and die

Concious is building, darkness revealing Oh
faultering securities are shining on the sun
eyes are decieving
your mind will stop breathing and
all you are made of will now wryly become mine

You know when your feeling
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I love it when your weeping
even death can't stop this feeling
and I know you wont give up and die

Father, why have you forsaken me
my life is gone
father, know how long it's taken me
I live again

I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I love when your weeping
even death can't stop this feeling

I know when your sleeping
I know the things your dreaming
I love when your weeping
even death can't stop this feeling
and I know you will never give up
no, you will never give up...

you will never give up... and die.

Hey........................

Have you or are you able to see whats going on and whats been going on?????????

 Never mind it's not you could really answer that.

 Why did you marry such a horrible person like Phyllis????  I could tell that she was nothing more than a gold digger;  far more worse than Nancy ever was.  By far the worse.
 

Have you heard the shit she's been spewing since your death ?  She has said that I supposedly agree with her that She loved me.  Oh such B.S.  I know that the reason I don't recall it is because it never happened nor could it ever.  Especially since she never ever did; not the way she treated me and my family.  No way sir.

I could go on and on and a virtually I will but I've got so much to do now. 

I should have realized you would never there for me.......................Ever

Well, dad the anniversary of your death is coming up; again.

I don't know why I ever thought that you were ever going to be there for me.  I am so stupid.  And when douche bag came into our lives she enjoyed way too much making me feel like shit.  It's her hobby.  She is so evil; worse then Shelia or Nancy put together.  I can not believe that you were so desperate. Really dad ?????

I wish so often that I have gone with going into Foster care no matter how bad people told me it would be.  Or run away during all those flights.  God I am so stupid.  I actually thought that you would at the very less give a damn about me.  I have no father and I am an only child. 
Just when I needed you the most you showed that you could care less.  You let your present cunt make it so I could not get a higher education.  Not my dad.  Hell no!!
 
 I needed you when I was told to meet the manager Mike at the Sands Inn at midnight or I wouldn't have a job anymore.  Where were you ???  Oh, yeah You told me to do what ever it takes to keep that job.

Gee dad just because you had no problem sleeping around didn't mean that I didn't.

 WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Where you after I moved down to Joplin and tried killing myself..........???  I even tried to hang myself in the closet.  But shit it never took.  I guess God just doesn't want me either.

 You know after I finally broke the silence of what happened to me in Muscatine I thought I would have felt relief like a big boulder would had been taken off my shoulder.  But NO !!!!!!!!!!! Never happened and nobody cares.

Father Of Mine by Everclear

Father of mine
Tell me where have you been?
You know I just closed by eyes
My whole world disappeared
Father of mine
Take me back to the day
Yeah, when I was still your golden boy
Back before you went away

I remember blue skies walking the block
I loved it when you held me high
I loved to hear you talk
You would take me to the movie
You would take me to the beach
You would take me to a place inside
That's so hard to reach

Oh!
Father of mine
Tell me where did you go?
Yeah, you had the world inside your hand
But you did not seem to know
Father of mine
Tell me what do you see?
When you look back at your wasted life
And you don't see me

I was ten years old
Doin' all that I could
It wasn't easy for me to be a scared white boy
In a black neighborhood
Sometimes you would send me a birthday card
With a five dollar bill
I never understood you then
And I guess I never will

(Then he walked away)
Daddy gave me a name
My daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away)
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Daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away)
My daddy gave me a name
Oh yeah

Yeah
Daddy gave me a name
Daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away)
Daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away)
My daddy gave me a name
Yeah
Yeah
Oh yeah

Father of mine
Tell me where have you been?
Yeah, I just closed by eyes
And the world disappeared
Father of mine
Tell me how do you sleep?
With the children you abandoned
And the wife I saw you beat

I will never be safe
I will never be sane
I will always be weird inside
I will always be lame
Now I'm a grown man
With a child of my own
And I swear, I'll never let her know
All the pain I have known

(Then he walked away)
Daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away)
My daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away)
My daddy gave me a name
(Then he walked away)
My daddy gave me a name

(Then he walked away)
Yeah
(Then he walked away)
Yeah
(Then he walked away)
Oh yeah

What's wrong with me. What's wrong with you?

Daddy why didn't you protect me ???  Why did you not save me ???  Why daddy why???

 You just left me and I needed you to be there for me but you never cared.  For over 30 years I kept this secret because I know that it was my fault I should have never got into the car of those two Mexicans but I was only 13 and wanted to see the Seniors powder puff game where the cheerleaders are the football players and the football team dress up as the cheerleaders.  I thought that it would be so cool for me to be able to sneak in and just to be there.  This Mexican guy  over heard wishing out loud and said that he would take me if I really wanted to go.  And I did.  Mom was gone probably at work so she didn't know and I was never gonna tell her and get beat with in a inch of my life.  I don't think so.  All I knew about this guy was he was very big, Mexican and called himself Marty.
 When Marty and his much older friend came and got me and I was alone in the back seat not really paying much attenuation where we were really going to.  But out somewhere they stop the car and one got in to the back with me on one side while the other guy got into the back with me on the other.  Marty was kind of kissing me I thought I guess it's okay it was just kissing no big deal.  But suddenly it became more and I screamed for them to stop I hit them with my fist just mainly just trying to get them off of me.  It hurt so bad.  At some point they got out of the car and were speaking Spanish which I do not understand so I figured this was it for me.  But no they both got into the front seat and drove me home.  And I took the longest hottest shower that I could stand.
 I told no one because I know what the cops would say something like it was all my fault and then mom would know and the beating she would have given me.
I never told you because you where never there to protect me you didn't save me like you did Elaine; Tim and Steven.  I cried ever time on the plane when you lied and said you would fight for custody of me next time  and the next time  and the next time.

I remember when you told me  that you were glad that I was still a virgin ; How then could I ever tell you what happened when I 13?  I just never thought how I could.

Remember that one time??????????????

Daddy,
Remember that one Father's day when I paged you and you called me back and I asked you when would be a good time to come over to give you your Father's Day gift?

I believed it was a Thursday and I had to call because Phyllis said that it was rude of us to just drop by the house to see you.  (YOU not Her).

I called again on Sunday; Father's day; To get info on when was the best time to come over so we could come by and see YOU on Father's Day.

But I ended calling you all day long; so I finally called Elaine to see she knew what happened to you and Yes, yes she did.

 YOU went to the lake with Phyllis and her kids? Why?  They have their own Father; Remember; Dr. Chet Long at Freeman's.

 Why didn't you at least call me or something?  Why did you let your 4th wife rope you into to going in the first place?

 Dad newsflash!!!!!  She only wanted you for your money and to have some poor guy to come running at her beck and call. 

 That's why you had to practically beg her to give you $20.00 and when you told her it was gas for the van and she did not believe I could tell.

But why beg her for some of your own money?

Did you know that she's been telling Tim and most likely Steven that you gave me $20.00 a week for nothing?

I could only wish!!!

Dad she a very bad poor excuse of a human being.

I am sorry but the truth hurts I know.